I don’t find myself unattractive, but I also don’t find myself attractive. I feel like I’m just sort of there, not something that really grabs anyone’s attention. Sort of like a chair. Or maybe a lamp.
“Even in the most important area of her life, love, she had failed to commit herself. After her first romantic disappointment, she had never again given herself entirely. She feared pain, loss, and separation. These things were inevitable on the path to love, and the only way of avoiding them was by deciding not to take that path at all. In order not to suffer, you had to renounce love. It was like putting out your own eyes in order not to see the bad things in life”—Paulo Coelho (via thecoolofnight)